You are a Princess when your Father is King of Kings!! :)

"May today there be peace within you. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and in others. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us." -Author unknown

Monday, August 15, 2011

You are Invited to the 1st ever Ripple Retreat!

Saturday September 17, 2011

The ripple effect is a term used to describe a situation where, like the ever expanding ripples across water when an object is dropped into it, an effect from an initial state can be followed outwards incrementally.

Truth be told, I wrote everything down from this ‘vision’ (at 3am when it came to me- that is a whole other story) but hesitated on where to even begin.  It seemed SOOO distant to me and initially I thought this would be something to take place years down the road.  Well, clearly, He had other plans and keeps bringing this back up and has confirmed WE, the Princess Posse, Princess Pack, and who ever else we care to invite, are to do this right now.  Strike while the iron is hot.  Be obedient and follow Him.

You see....my vision, was at this elaborate camp with all kinds of multimedia resources etc.  Since, we aren't quite there yet- He has since reminded me we already have so many resources right at our fingertips and are to get this party started; utilizing what He has already blessed us with.  I mean what else do we need besides- girlfriends, food, an i-Pod player, perhaps even a guest singer, our bibles, and a place to worship??  CHECK CHECK CHECK!

If you are into the behind the scences God stop story, read on.  If you only want to know the details, scroll down to the itinerary and RSVP link.

This summer, shortly after my trip to Colombia I did a quick 3 day fast.  I was searching for some direction in what God was calling me to do with some things he laid on my heart.  Well ask and you shall receive...b/c I received a vision, very clearly and very detailed, on one aspect of what He wanted US to do.
This vision was for a women's retreat to gather for fellowship, growth in the word, adequate prayer time, individually and as a group, and of course FREE FOOD FOR YOU! .*wink*  This doxology (an outpouring of praise, worship and honor to God) retreat will be quite simple but life changing.  At the time I received this vision, I had no idea what to name the retreat, it was a last priority.  However, he did keep putting the word ripple on my mind.  He secured and patented the name in my mind when I was in Florida for a national work meeting.  I was sitting on the patio to our room, atop the 22nd floor, and saw a little fish jump out of the water.  As it dove back into the water, it created such a HUGE ripple- looking like this:
It wouldn’t have been that big of a deal, but I knew He had me sitting there at that moment to remind me “Remember me?  Remember this mission I put you on?  Don’t forget!”  So I prayed for confirmation right there and then, asking God to confirm if He was speaking to me about the ‘ripple retreat’ He had laid on my heart.  I kid you not, within 2 minutes there were 3 people out swimming in the ocean…even though it was only 7am.  Ever single person had a huge ripple around them…it was so bold and obvious I called Nikki (my roommate) out to check it out and told her the story and said you are my witness I am not making this up!  It was a special moment Nikki was able to witness with me, as not only is she one of my best friends & colleagues, she is also a Princess Sister so this is also her Mission!  I quickly reached out to a few warriors and asked for prayers, guidance, ideas and such.  God was working quickly, quicker than I could even keep up!

As I processed this ‘calling’ over the next week, it sunk in even more that the ripple effect was exactly how He sees us from above.  One little drop (person) can make such a big effect.  This is not rocket science, I/you breathe life into one person, they then breathe life into another, that person to another- the ripple continues on.
The ocean is so big, bigger than we can even see w/ the naked eye.  Yet, from God’s view, or in this case- my view from atop 22 floors…He/we get the opportunity to sees all of the ripples extending out into the untouched waters that one person (or fish-LOL) can make.  Is it ironic that the fish is the Christian symbol?  Just sayin….



He wants us, His princesses, to have life breathed into us, so we can breathe into other people.  Keeping this ripple effect going out in multiple ways….
                           

Each person, creating ripples at their own pace, but spreading quickly with out doing much.  Just making that one drop, and letting him take care of the rest. 

So here is the agenda, read on but please RSVP with an open heart, open mind and know If you are supposed to be at this event- He will put it on your heart.  He will provide daycare, a morning off work, and a life forever changed full of His blessings.  I know, b/c He told me so :-) 


730am-8am  Arrival & Individual Prayer time

Arrive at the Summit Park on Canton Center
We will be meeting in North Pavillion 1
Directions:
From Canton Center Rd. turn on to

Heritage Park Dr
.  Proceed past the fire station.  Take the 2nd left into the parking lot by the Pavillions w/ picnic tables near the soccer fields.
**please be on time** Yes, I will have coffee- there is a reason for starting so early ;)
We will begin with individual prayer time
8am-815am  Breakfast & Fellowship
815am-830am Praise & Worship 1.0
With guest performers…trust me, you don’t want to miss this!
830am-845am  Intercessory Group Prayer –
don’t worry if you are unsure what this is, all you need to do is show up.  Start thinking about if you have any mountains in your life that we need to tell to MOVE!
845-930am Large Group Material/Discussion
930-945am  break
945-10am Guided Meditation

We will learn 2 different ways to meditate:
A) Meditating on scripture
B) Meditating by silencing the mind
(Listen, if I can do it, Type A, non-stop go go go....anyone can do it!)
10am- 1030am 
Yoga for Christians
A peaceful heart leads to healthy body. -Proverbs14:30
Lets STRETCH our way to health!
 *I know what you are thinking....is she for real?  Yes, I am for real.  This retreat is Mind, BODY, And Soul.  This is the 'body' part.  Now let me put the disclaimers:
-it will be Christian yoga lead by a certified yoga instructor
-there will be no chanting or other non-Christian things associated w/ stereotypical yoga.  I have been doing athletic yoga for 8 months and have found it as a way to Praise God and keep my body in tune.  During the Triathlon training I recently completed, I learned there is actually something called "Christian Yoga" who woulda thunk?!
-if you are thinking you are to uncoordinated to do yoga, say a prayer and come anyway- HA.  I promise, anyone can do this, it will be basic.
-if you are thinking there is no way you are physically able to get in a yoga pose, I tell you to come anyway.  This is only 30 minutes and you can just watch if you are physically unable however, this will be VERY beginner style yoga and nothing to outrageous.  I promise you will be able to do most of it even if you have back, hip, knee etc problems.


1030am-1045am Team Prayer in Two’s
*you will find out more the day of
1045am-11am Praise & Worship 2.0
11am-12pm  Lunch Provided and Group Philanthropy project art & craft
12pm dismissal…& lives forever changed J
*this itinerary is tentative.  I trust the Lord will guide our time together and if we need to spend less/more time on one specific area we will do so.
  •   What do you need to bring?
My hope is that everyone can bring 1 friend (or more), A Princess Sister -aka a female friend that is our sister in Christ. This specific retreat is for believers.  We love our seeker friends, but that is for a different time and place. Also bring an open heart, mind and of course your bible.
  • What do I wear? 
Please wear gym/comfy/stretchable clothes.  *no jeans or skirts.  perfect example is yoga/running pants/capris/shorts and a t-shirt/tank-top or light jacket depending on weather.

  •    What do you need to do?
RSVP  here
**Please indicate on this eVite website how many guest you are bringing.  **Note you can edit/update your RSVP guest count anytime you want


Wednesday, July 6, 2011

He's full of surprises...

Greetings!

My original intent was not to publish what I'm about to write, I started journaling this in Microsoft Word b/c it seemed easier then writing as I knew I might end up all over the place...surprise surprise.  After I was done, I thought what do I have to hide.  Its already typed, I may as well share b/c we all go through things like this.  So from the soul of my heart I share....

Quick Prelude- I just completed a 3 day mini fast.  I was searching for some answers, direction and guidance on some things that were impressed on my heart after the Colombia trip.  I talked w/ a lot of my brothers & sisters on the trip about fasting and knew it was what I needed to do.  I have only done one other fast in my christian life, and it was over 2 years ago when Kaylee was still growing in my little, or rather large, belly and I was searching for help/guidance over what vaccinations to do/when etc.  Most people have the misconception that you just stop eating completely while fasting, and although sure that could be a fast...that isn't up my alley.  Instead, I have chosen both times to 'give up' (kind of like many do for lent) some things that are difficult to give up and when I am 'craving' those things or time that would have been spent doing those things- instead I spend time in prayer, reflection, in His word, in books etc.

Ok, now on to my 'journal':

So essentially the fast is over with, but this morning (Wed 7/6/11) I had a little breakthrough while watching 2 minutes of Regis & Kelly w/ Richard Blaze, blazing up some summer refreshing drinks.
I started to process how I have been so ‘down’ lately…no other way to say it.  I’ve been holding on to two verses for dear life asking God to not let me forget these sweet jewels- Matthew 8:26 “Who are you of little faith, why are you so afraid?”  & John 14: 1-4 "Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.  My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you?  And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.  You know the way to the place where I am going.”
Anyway, watching some Regis & Kel I started to think back to when I watched a lot of the Top Chef shows *since Richard Blaze was the guest* (isn't that funny how the mind wanders??) etc and wasn’t feeling down then, so why now?  Light bulb went off….we don’t get the physiological jugular attack by Satan when we are just sitting around not doing a whole lot.  But when we have a lot going on, a lot working for the kingdom- he goes straight for the PJ! (physco jugular)  Yesterday Beth Moore’s blog talked about how her sweet daughter Amanda was getting attacked (PJ) b/c they are opening a church inner city.  I have often talked to K Rock about wondering if Beth Moore, someone who I clearly admire sooo much, still struggles w/ the same things we do.  The answer is- yes, sort of.  She does- but the good news is, it gets much easier the more mature in faith you are.What a breathe of fresh air that was.  Knowing we aren’t alone in this…it can’t be coincidence that when one does good for the kingdom it is bound to come with some pain.  Hence why perseverance builds character according to the book of Romans 5:3,4  So I can have strength, hope & delight knowing that good things are coming my way.  Good things are in my future.  Most importantly, good things are in the kingdoms future due to my path, choices and anguish.  Oh what a delight that is.  Who knew our pain would cause delight.  I mean aside from childbirth- what other pain ends w/ a happy ending?! 
I have been throwing around the idea the past few days of "why would anyone want to work for the kingdom'when we get attacked like this?"  I mean the guy dressed in Red knows ALL my hot buttons, insecurities and fears.  He has pressed just about every last one of them over the past 3 weeks...I've surely been hollering out to God "Can I get a white flag or what?!"  Quick dislaimer...I am a women, sometimes the littlest blows dig deep into my heart.  No one has cancer or is sick, my family is healthy & doing well- but as I keep refrencing the PJ- that is all it was.  Battlefield of the mind on several things.
Ok anyawy...During my fast some BIG stuff was revealed to me, so of course that thought would cross my mind.  The evil one does NOT want me to go through w/ the vision that I received.  He will put anything, anyone in my path to stop me from carrying on with it.  This is where the perseverance and faith comes in....As a daughter of the Most High King, I know better.  Trust me though, there were many ugly thoughts like "Yea, why go through with this" but in hindsight I can clearly see that wasn't me, surely wasn't the Big Man...it was the guy in Red.  I think that is where a lot of people easily fall down, quit and give up.  When they get road blocks or better yet- a big PJ attack, they say ok ok I'll back off.  I happen to know a lot of these people.  It's natural.  The flip side is, we just need to know and be prepared to let the truth set us free.  It really is that simple.  It may not be easy, but it is very simple.
Let the perseverance push you through and He, our King, will continue to show us all kinds of surprises.

As Kaylee would say...."Hallelujah"  :)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

To the world you may be one person, but to that one person you may be the world...

Hola Mi Amigas!!  Our group joked that it might take a few days to adjust back to Englise full time again- we found ourselves still talking to each other at the airports yesterday in Spanglish.  Delaney even tried answering the US Customs officer in Spanish in a frantic looking for a translator until we laughed and reminder her..."we were home, he speaks English."  *smile*
I speant a lot of time thinking about how will I answer the question "How was the trip?"  The truth is- there is no easy answer.  Each of the 11 days have their own story.  There were so many layers to this trip I can only scratch the surface and share some details and try to paint a picture that God would want all my siestas and amigas to see!  I shared with our team yesterday at our ver last devotional that If I had to pick one adjective to describe the trip it would be crazy.  It would not just be "good" or "bad" or "awesome" b/c that doesn't quite do it justice.  I can't just say "awesome" b/c there were parts of the trip that quite frankly were tougher than I ever anticipated.  As I mentioned to my princesses, I so wish I could have had them all in my pocket or along my side to witness everything for theirself...but until then, I will do my best (w/ the help of my journal and of course some prayer) to give a reflection and recap of my experience going to Colombia 2011.  **NOTE:  right now I'm doing an over view.  I do plan to do a breakdown day by day but sheesh that will take awhile.  So for now, enjoy a favorite song of mine that I must have heard over 30x this past week from team devotions to camp:
click here
Read on while you listen ;)

To first give a bit of a background...our group was lead by Marc Greer, a staff member and multi-mission trip Jesus Lovin Triathalon doin Warrior :)  I actually traveled with him before to Croatia as well.  Marc made sure that before we left, we did our best to build group unity as it was going to be imperative for the trip.  He also emphasised one word...flexibility.  Well, right off the bat we were blessed in both of those areas- we had one heck of a team, I mean truly beyond any expectations you could possibly have for being with a group of people you barely know for 24 hours a day, 11 straight days, with not normal living conditions.  We also needed to be flexible before we even left the country as we dealt with over 8 hours of plane delays.  This didnt phase our team...we immediately went bold to the throne and prayed we would make it there safely, in one piece and as punctual as possible.  We did.  Check 1 done and done.

The purpose of the trip had so many different layers as well...which personally, I couldn't quite wrap my little, I mean big, mind around until we were there doing it all.  I just pushed my Type A personality to the side and rolled with the paintbrushes...I mean punches.  The primary description for the outreach trip was working with kids...sweet, right up my alley!  Little did I know, I could have went with a carpenters liscence and fit right in!! 

 I had NO IDEA the trip would entail as much physical labor as it did.  Those who know me best, know that I am more of a girly girl kind of girl.  I dont mind cooking, cleaning (well even the cleaning is questionable- ha) and playing with kids...but I married a big husky man so that he can be Mr. Fix it and we live happily ever after, RIGHT?  My dad was a professional painter and landscaper, so growing up there was no way his 3 girls were going to touch his yard, any lawn tools and certainly not his paint brushes! (clearly my type A comes from him!)  So my physical labor resume was not lookin to hot prior to this trip! 

more paint on me than the wall?!
Coming home, my resume might win me a PT job @ the Depot!  Which btw...if I were a Depot employee the first thing I would say is "We need to open up shop in Colombia!!"  Whole nother layer...LOL

So let me get back to the adjective crazy and explain.
  • It was crazy to see how big God is...again.  He is always impressing on my heart to show me "look at how big I am, you can't wrap your mind around it"  Whether it was through the Andes mountains, the ginomeous Colombian skyline, the amount of people, cars & smog or the amount of rice these people eat- it was crazy!Here He was, in a whole nother continent listening to prayers in Spanish, not paying attention to the cultural diffrences, the haves or have nots- just working in peoples lives the same way I know Him to do.  
  • He is SO Big...
  • It was crazy to see how much faith, true faith, the people we worked with had.  Boy can I learn from all of them.  In fact, if you pray for me to have one thing...all I want is more faith. 

  • It was crazy how big their avacados were!
  • It was crazy how cold it was being so close to the equator??  Well anything less than 80 degrees I typically classify as cold.  But really, it was cold.
  • It was crazy how quickly my few spanish phrases I learned in 3 years of espanol came back to me, but still how difficult it was to communicate with some people.  Wait till I tell you about the buy one get one free kiwi story, or the time I thought I ordered some coffee w/ cream and ended up with cheese & hot chocolate- OH BOY! LOL
     It was crazy to see the poverty level in the inner city...I have been to 18+ countries and have NEVER seen anything like it   
    The Bronx
    
  • It was crazy to see the children exposed to such darkness in the 'streets' including prostitution which put women on 'display' in the windows of old wharehouse buildings.  I have been to Amsterdam & Vegas where prositution is also legal, but the differnce here was the children on the next street over witnessing....I balled my eyes out and reached a capacity limit this day.  Writing the blog reflecting on this day will be tough.
  • It was crazy to travel with such strong believers...all 14 of us with our own unique stories from all walks of life, all different faith maturity levels, all different cultural experiences and all differenent gifts.  I PTL for Andrea and her voice- man can that chic sing a tune!  I PTL for Edward & Mike's humor, I PTL for my asian invasion plane buddy Ed and all of our heart to hearts.  Who knew 10 years ago when we were both at Club Divine we would be on a mission trip together one day?  PTL for that! I PTL for my bonding with Delaney and her quick wit 19 year old awesome personality, Oh I PTL for this chic who ended up being my Colombia besty :)  I PTL for Cathy's prayers that go bold to the throne.  I PTL for Val's wisdom and long talks and support on a journey I never knew I would be facing unless I went on this trip and had a few conversations with her.  I also PTL for Val's moistureizer b/c I want to look as good as she does at her age of 60 something (never did get the actual year ;) )  I PTL for Jeff's work ethic & Roberts child like attitutde and devotion to personal time.  I PTL for Marc's leadership and all of our triathalon talks and our runs together...even though I HATED running that BRIDGE- grrrr.  I PTL for Matt, our gringo celebrity.  I enjoyed our discussions during the runs and am grateful you walked w/ me when I couldnt hang in the smog infested air!  barf!  I PTL for Rennee- the only one in our group who was literally fluent in espanol- we would still be looking for more tools and waiting to order at the restauraunts if it were not for him.  I PTL for Kurt's vision on the swing set and 20 years in the military- with out his physical work abilities we would still be working at the farm!  I literally PTL for this team, oh what a team.


What we do best...

Delaney...is loco...

Ed making work fun

Fearless Cowboy leader, Mike & Renee


  • The bugs were crazy...my legs are looking a lot better- thanks to my princesses'prayers, benadryl a trip to the nurse & a whole bottle of Caladryl.  Who has ever heard of a coffee fly before?  Those little suckers make me want to never drink coffee again...but ya know that won't happen!  Especially since our team came home w/ 50 lbs of authentic organic Colombian coffee...mmmmm
    lookin not so bad from a camera view...
  • It was crazy to actually see stuff you only see in the movies...like homes with no running water and literally a bucket to use for the restroom.
  • It is even crazier that in a community w/ no running water, these children were so happy!

    Mrs Mary- @ Club de Amigos
  • It was crazy how much rice and potatoes these people eat...I"m all set for the rest of the year on carbs!
  • bags of water...
  • It was crazy everything was in a bag...jelly, water, babywipes ETC
  • It was crazy how much God is moving in these people's lifes
  • It was crazy that Fran was so excited for powder coffee creamer??  Apparently she doesnt know about a venti skinny mocha from the coffee company that starts w/ a big S!
  • This silly thing was crazy- the transmilenial!!

    
  • It was crazy to be a part of something so big you can't wrapt your human mind around it.  It was crazy to see 13 buses roll into the camp all filled with over 400 people who did not know the Lord or the Gospel.  Whoa, was that crazy.  It was crazy who watch over 100 people (and still counting...)get saved and know that one day i will see them again on the other side. 

Pumpin up the crowd w/ some musica!

  • It was crazy to know that it used to be in Colombia's constitution that you had to be Catholic yet so many people don't even have a clue what that means or who Jesus is.
  • Its crazy- you really do learn to share everything
  • Its crazy you really can make anything out of wood....
  • It was crazy to serve in the nursery from sun up till sun down not knowing we did have a bag of baby wipes....oh my



    
    Her daddy was saved this past weekend :)

    
  • It was crazy to watch the children play and sing the same nursery songs we do
  • It was crazy to look back and see that God chose me for this journey.  Little ol' me.  It IS crazy to look at my journal and see how many documented things God revealed to me in such a short time.  5 to be exact...BIG BIG things I took from this trip are in my journal.
  • It is crazy to look ahead and know He still has work to do with me and in me but I have grace and peace knowing He will fully equip me to deal with it.  Philipians 4:13 Baby!  Not gonna lie though, a bit scared!
  • It was crazy to meet so many different missionaries...all w/ the same purpose as us, from all over the world.
  • It is crazy that one person can make such an impact.  Just one person.  Put two or three or more together and watch the ripple...
So I think you get the point...in case you missed it, it was crazy :)  Changed my life forever.  I definitly need more time to process everything, but one quote that keeps coming to mind is:

What are we waiting for?

To the world we are just one person, but to that one person we can be the world!

I was stretched on this trip, more than I preferred to be.  I was not comfortable, ate things that weren't that great, others that were excellent, missed my family like crazy, swated bugs, scratched bug bites and prayed harder than I have ever prayed.  This was my 2nd mission trip in 3 years...I pefer He slow down my pace a bit but He is probably laughing as I type that.  At the end of the day, I would do it all over again.
My life is forever changed, 100's of people's destiny was forever changed and for that I am the most excited.  PTL.

You don't have to travel around the world to help one person and make a difference.  Listen to your calling, we all have an inner desire for something.  Life is a mission field and our destiny is eternal- make it worth while :-)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

T minus Cuatro Dias...

Buenos Dias Mi Amigos!

T- 4 days till departure.  1st off a big shout out & Thank you for all the 'support' as of lately.  Whew, I have needed it!  Whether it was a FB post, a Tweet, a text message asking what you can do to help, an email w/ a scripture (you know you melt my heart w/ these E!) or just simply signing up for the 'prayer calander' I can not express my gratitude enough!
Per my previous post click here ya'll know this has not been an easy road to walk, or rather...wobble down.  One minute I'm excited, the next I'm crying.  I told Alex today when I went to pick up a book she is loaning me for the trip- you would think I was pregnant- LOL!  I then followed up by saying it would not be this hard if I was not a mommy.  All my mommy teams, you know how it is!  Even if you aren't a mommy...traveling abroad on a trip of this nature can be a rough juggel for anyone.  I had a few days this past weekend where I couldn't even sleep- this is sooo not like me, I am a princess who adores my sleep!  Thankfully, I had yet another breakthrough Sunday evening and was once again restored w/ peace.  PTL!  One common response I give is that "yes, I'm excited.  I'm excited to love on these kiddos and show them the love of Christ. which they sooo deserve"  I am excited to see the big picture when it is all said and done.  I am not necessarily 'excited' to leave my family for 11 days, 10 nights and get out of my comfort zone.  However...His will be done.  I'll be hollerin' adios in 4 days and kissing Kaylee until she tells me enough mommy go bye bye!  Ps. I have told her "Mommy is going to go work with Jesus for a few days"  she will even repeat it and smile as if she gets it...melts my heart.  Then she starts singing "Brocolli, celerey..." all you veggie tale lovers know what I'm sayin ;)

Ok so now on the reason of this post...I just thought it would be cool to post a very tennative agenda of what we will be doing daily.  I say very tennative, b/c these trips are very go w/ the flow and go as you are called.  (hence why I need so many prayers for my super type A personality- LOL)  I've said it a million times, I will say it 3 more million times, Thank you for all the prayers.  I know ya'll will be praying specifically for what we are doing daily and this little agenda may help.
Team Agenda

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...here is the link for our Team Blog if you wish to hear about our adventures while we are away:  Team Blog
Depending on the access to internet will determine the frequency of updates.

Nevertheless....Muchas Gracia mi amigas y familia!!  Te Amo!!

Friday, June 3, 2011

1825 days...

For the past one thousand eight hundrded and twenty five days I've been married to this man.  He still melts my heart today like he did 8 years ago when he swept me off my feet at that good ol college Pub we both were slangin drinks at....Pub 13.

When we went to Bora Bora, Tahiti (for photos go here:  Bora Bora pics) a little over 3 years ago for just a 'swing through' vaca on the way home from Australia (I know...kinda crazy, the good old days HA) we felt in love with that place!!!  We made a pact that we would go back for our '5 year anniversary.'  Even though it was only going to be 2 years later and cost about the same as a small house in MI...we were gonna go back. ...or so we thought! LIttle did we know that same year we would get pregnant a few months upon our return. Soooo...plans changed this year, we booked a trip to the Great Wolf Lodge in Traverse City, MI instead!  SNAP- WHAT A CHANGE!  TC is sentimental to us as it is also the destination we speant our 1 year (or 365th day as Team Ulin) anni at as well.  You can put on your spring jacket, dip your toes in the sand and sip a nice local wine and pretend you are in some real exoctic foreign place if you want...but for us, we are quite ok with keepin it local.  TC is quite a beauty.  The norm for Team Ulin would be to taste some good eats and explore all the fun local winerys...but this trip was the 1st of its kind.  All about our full of energy and appreciation 2 year old!  Who told us over and over amongst our 3 day stay "this is her favorite ever."  Whether it was her favorite hallway (that had trees colored on the wall), or her favorite pool or favorite 'story time'...she had a lot of favorties on this trip :)
'her favorite fountain'
'our favorite' 2 year old :)

Being parents has changed our world...not in a better or worse way...just changed our worlds.  Life as we knew it changed that one Tuesday morning 2 years and 9 months ago.  Whew, glad we got some of our trips under our belts prior to then!  I say not for better or worse bc I love it all! I sometimes miss sleep and quiet dinners w/ just me, my man and the sunset...but Kaylee has brought more joy to my life Jan I could have ever dreamed! She makes my little world!

After Kaylee went to bed last night (@8pm btw) Mommy fought to stay awake also!  The shot of espresso after dinner was like water and my body was screaming for some sleep.  I fought and fought and stared back at my suitcase w/ my cute um, outfit, for our anniversary...but instead went for my oh so comfy shorts from Vicky's Secret PINK and my PINK t-shirt.  Def would have made other choices if I were laying in a bungalow in Bora Bora ;)  Phil and I curled up on the not so comfy hotel suite couch and watched a show about the Tornados of 2011.  So romantic...LOL.  This is our life, we are livin to love it and I sure do.


We certainly wouldnt have it any other way, we are so grateful and blessed and hope to make another trip to the GWL some day hopefully by then w/ another team member ;)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

A Triathalon is kind of like....Life

Triathalon Recap

In tradition of doing a race recap, I decided to do an entire “Triathlon Recap” as this was my first ever Tri.  However, first I must explain what got me to the Triathlon sport.  For all you haters aka doubters, yes this is long.  But if you really consider summarizing a time period over the past 8 months....a few paragraphs is nothing ;)  xo!

After running the Detroit Freepress ½ marathon last October (unexpectedly) my mind reached new limits of boundaries.  I never thought I wanted to run an entire half marathon, I preferred my 5 & 10k’s but when my relay team was counting on me to come up w/ solution after missing the bus…I had no other choice but to just do the dang thing- run all 12 miles.  When I hit that 12 mile marker to tag in the next relay person, I said I’m going to finish this thing now and run that last mile to officially run a half marathon that day.  I gave my husband and daughter a quick kiss as Phil cheered me on saying they would see me at the finish line.  I was spent…but the crowd was cheering endlessly, the Freepress was snapping pictures like the paparazzi and Philippians 4:13 “I can do anything through him who gives me strength” was running over and over through my mind…it was time to find one more gear!  I did, I found it!  I picked up my pace to probably a 7 1/2 minute mile (I had averaged about a 10 min mile the 1st 12 miles) then I realized “Uh oh, slow down killer you still have ¾ of a mile to go!”  About another 7 minutes at that pace and not sure I would have made it.    So I physically and mentally regrouped and crossed that finish line w/ my relay tag still in place as a metal was placed around my neck.  Whoa I thought, ‘did this just happen?”  I started walking to cool down and realized how bad I had to pee!  I knew if I stopped on the course I would have felt the pain and it would have mentally derailed me, so I pushed on.  What was the worst that could happen…pee my pants?  Ask any marathoner- that is the last thing on your mind! LOL  I started wobbling, my legs were screaming at me!  I started shaking; my body was starting to realize there wasn’t much fuel left inside and uh, holy crap you just ran for over 2 hours straight!  We, our relay team, did carb up the night before but I might have had a 2nd heaping if I would have known I was running 13 miles rather than 6.2!  I hobbled to the athlete tent & grabbed a banana…all I could think about was that I needed to hydrate and get some potassium flowing through my veins.  I still had the little kid feeling lost in New York City feeling just as I did that morning when I hopped off the people mover all by myself trying to push through the crowd to the relay bus. After the 1/2,  I had no idea where my husband and daughter were, I had no idea where my teammates were and I had no idea where the nearest bathroom was.  Luckily, all the relay team members decided to carry our cell phones in our water belts.  First I dialed J-Lil (who I ran 97% of the ½ with, except the last mile) so we could quickly meet up and find our way to our men and restroom.  Next, I dialed Phil and we picked a spot to meet up.  I hobbled another .25 mile to a bathroom where I sat down for the first time all morning.  I might have been able to just go to sleep right there on that Porty Potty…one never felt so good!  (gag!)
It seemed as though I had to walk another mile to get to Phil.  Some areas were reserved for the athletes and he was still by the finish line- shoot me!  So I put one foot in front of the other to try to maneuver my way through a crowd of 30,000 people and look for a proud husband & a tired 1.5 year old wearing a shirt that said “Run Mommy Run.”  Found em.  They were cold and tired too- but so supportive and excited for mommy to accomplish such a big race.

So after that day…new limits.  “What’s next” I thought?!  If I can do that (especially with out training to run more than 6 miles) I can bump up my bucket list!  Yes, I have a large bucket list.  Keep reading to find out why I think everyone should live life to love it, not just live it. 
Marathon was on my mind, but first I decided to push the boundaries even more and talked to one of my besties about doing a Triathlon.  Nikki also ran the Detroit ½ and killed it- we were work out buddies already so we were in this 'thing' together.  Leaving the gym one day after our normal weight training activities we, Nikki & I, were approached by an energetic coach wearing a Red White and Blue jacket that read “Olympic Coach” speaking so fast we could barely keep up.  All we really heard was “Sign here if you want to be a part of my triathlon training team for 18 weeks- you girls look like athletes you can do this!”  He was motivating us before we even knew him!  We also signed up our husbands with out their permission…something just called us to do so.  We went home with hardly any details except that some guy named “Coach John” who is an Olympic coach is putting together a beginners Tri Team where they teach us all we need to know, video tape us to help us improve and the training started in a month.  Our husbands laughed b/c Nikki & I are Princesses of Details but this time had very little.  It didn’t matter…we would figure it out later.  All we knew was that we were in for a challenge but we had a team to do it with!  Make the posters....Team Ulin & Team Pulido were in it to win it!

For 18 weeks we trained our little tales off.  I remember starting off the training being sick like 3x in a row.  First Kaylee got the flu which spread through our entire house.  Then we all got hit with a serious head flu for a couple weeks.  What a way to start a training program- feeling groggy and not yourself is not easy!  In hindsight- better to get it out of the way at the beginning!  Especially because I was new to swimming, and swimming w/ a head cold= nightmare!  I mean, I could swim- but I never in my life swam laps.  I would swim from one side of the pool to other when you switched sides of the net during water volleyball.  I would swim to the swim up bar to grab a cocktail in Mexico.  I would swim doggy paddle pushing Kaylee around on a raft.  NEVER EVER swam laps before.  My first experience in the lap pool is worth documenting.  I only owned bikinis…I had some goggles from the dollar store in a costume chest (no idea why)  There were like 3 in a pack- even worse…value of $.33 cents a piece- should have known better- LOL.  Anyway, I put on my goggles and pushed off the wall to swim my first lap.  Not only did my bathing suit bottoms fall down but my goggles immediately filled up with water.  I jumped out of the water so quick to find that my bathing suit top was also misconbulated.  Oh boy, do I scream newbie or what!  That was all the effort that pool was getting from me that day!  On the way home I stopped at Dunhams Sporting Goods and bought a pair of actual goggles and a swim cap…I pay a lot of money for my fake blonde hair!  It was only January so they did not have any swim suits so I came up w/ plan B- I would swim in a water repelling sports bra and some ‘sportier’ bottoms…not the ones with gold buckles ;)  By the way, there is NOTHING sexy about swimming- swim cap, goggles, hideous suits, mascara running, goggle marks- I told myself to just get over it, it is not a fashion show this is a sport.  When I first started swimming with this training program the ‘warm up’ called for 200 yards.  Are you kidding me?  I could barely swim 25 yards with out needing a break, a drink of water and a pep talk to keep going.  I HATED SWIMMING!!  This went on for 8 weeks…no joke.  I would have quit if I was not doing it with Phil & The Pulidos.  I used to love working out, why was I putting myself through this?  All for a stupid bucket list opportunity?  Give me a break!  But there was more to it than that, I committed to it and I will finish it.  I wanted to do a Tri, lets do it.  Around 8 week (yes it was somthing like 56 days of pure torture in the water; well take off a few days b/c I surely didnt swim every day) I started getting comfortable in the water.  By this point I had been through 4 different kinds of goggles, owned a one piece suit (always said I would never buy one), purchased all kinds of ‘training mechanisms’ such as hand fins & a pool buoy.  We had our ‘activity sheets’ laminated so we could set them on the ledge of the pool and cross off that 200 yard warm up with ease.  This was no joke, I seriously looked like Mrs. Michael Phelps! HA! 
Around week 14 I start experiencing some severe pain in my left knee.  I’ve always been a runner…why is this acting a fool now?  Well I received 100 different guestimates, explanations and theories none of which matter in the end.  I kept on pushing through w/ a lot more stretching, massage therapy, chiropractic visits, ice, new running shoes, do it yourself physical therapy and much more incorporated to my routine!  2 weeks before the race I was completely pain free again.  Thank you to my Princess Posse for praying for that knee!

Fast forwarding through 18 weeks of training we enter race day- May 28, 2011.
Alarm goes off at 4am, I feel great!  We have trained for this for long enough to probably do the Olympic distance race, but we want to time trial ourselves and get a feel for the sprint distance.  As soon as we arrived at Island Lake I see Lifetime outfits everywhere…lots of smiles and positive energy- whether you are an athlete or a spectator- you are excited!  You can't see a thing b/c its 5am and the sun isnt even out yet, but you can feel it!  Phil initially puts his wetsuit on inside out as we are counting down the last few minutes before the race…oh my I laughed!  He whips that thing off and gets it back on no problem.  We jet out to the water to meet up w/ Team Pulido who awaits us.
I mentioned to Nikki that I had that tight chest feeling…maybe the nerves, maybe the asthma, maybe the tight a** wetsuit…nevertheless she had the perfect solution a best friend could have.  Let’s Pray.  Nikki lead a few of us in prayer right there in the knee deep water of Lake Trout.  After we all hollered Amen, I instantly felt better.  Thank you so much Nikki for being a great friend and team mate in a time of need!  Check!  And we’re off….as I rounded the first booey I thought to myself ok just make it to the next one.  One step, one stroke rather, at a time.  I was being kicked, pushed, splashed- you name it- complete chaos.  My goggles were fogging up I was doing my best to make sure I was swimming in the right direction- note to self:  “Next time I need to work on spotting a LOT more.”  All of a sudden these orange swim caps were coming out of no where and boy where they ruthless!  I think one guy seriously thought I was a canoe or something as he was trying to grab on to me for dear life.  I turned around and yelled “I’m a chic back off!”  He could have drowned us both!  Prior to that I gulped a huge mouthful of lake water and smelt and tasted like gasoline.  Oh that’s right, a jet ski had just cruised by me to check on someone…sweet.  Whatever, better that then a fish I guess.  Keep stroking…one at a time.  That was the craziness…In the lap pool I was very comfortable swimming 4 strokes at a time, breathing on the 4th stroke.  Hell to the no in the lake- I needed a breath after every single stroke out there!  This made me feel like I was going in slow motion.  At that point I really didn’t care…I said to myself just finish it, don’t worry about time right now, just finish.  After turning that 2nd booey I saw the light at the end of the tunnel.  I was now swimming towards the beach.  I saw the crowd cheering and knew I could do it.  All of a sudden a new issue I’ve never experienced during these past 18 weeks- I’m beyond dizzy.  Welcome my friend vertigo!I NOT!  Oh boy…can I do this?  This is awful!  Everytime I looked down during a stroke, the entire lake was wobbling, I didn’t know which way to look or what to do.  I closed my eyes and figured that might help a bit.  It did.  Somehow, I picked up my pace and even got in a few 4 stroke sessions.  I almost knocked some orange cap guy out  as he literally tried to push me down.  I pointed at my swim cap and hollered “yellow…chic….” And heard a “I’m sorry”  …ruthless I tell you!  Just because I’m cruising…don’t hate!

Ok, I made it to the beach.  I had literally no idea how I was doing, the whole swim felt like slow motion- I knew there was a lake of people behind me but had no idea how many were in front of me.  Now the real struggle- get this wetsuit off.  Oh boy, I did not practice this enough.  I saw my family and friends cheering and smiling and snapping photos.  I stuck my tongue out and ran into the transition area.  I checked out my watch and realized my time was only like 23 minutes and I started my watch before the swim so I was doing good…whoa!  I plopped down at my bike and tried ripping off the wet suit.  “Its stuck” I hollered!  No one cared…naturally- LOL.  It was stuck on my big ol’ timing chip on my left ankle.  I asked a guy about 4 spots down for help but he just rolled his bike away.  No worries, I wasn’t mad, I get it- it’s a race afterall!  So I gave it another good pull along with a ‘Dear Jesus help me please’ and off it came!

I was on to my favorite part of the course- the bike.  I felt like I killed the bike- I love this sport now.  Who woulda thunk?  It was awesome for all the Lifetime team members to be in our team jerseys.  I naturally hollered out to every single jersey I saw.  If I didn’t know who they were I just said 3 words “Yeah…Go Lifetime!”  I was receiving the same support.  As I approached mile 5 on the bike, I saw Brent trucking down a hill on his way back… ”Go Pulido!”  He replied “Hell Yeah.”  We were all in game face mode…excitement was flowing.  We have trained hard for this…we were doing the thang!  I never saw Phil on the bike…maybe I was looking down at my MPH gauge and missed him…he was lighting fast on that bike so not surprised- LOL.  I blew past a lot of people, and I was passed by just as many.  Especially people on TRI bikes- I could seriously hear them coming.  I enjoyed the breeze they gave me as they blew by too!
Mile 11 and I said to myself “ok just when you think you have given it your all…dig deep.  You can always find more.”  I did…found another gear and pedaled so hard that last mile I passed a few more people.  I loved the look on the men’s faces when a chic passed them up.  I also loved the look on the Lifetime jersey faces who inspired me with this look that read “Come on…lets GO we GOT THIS!”  As I pulled in to the dismount area a girl bit it and completely flipped over her handlebars.  Happens all the time…seriously.  When you wear cycle shoes and forget to clip out it’s a recipe for crash.  I have crashed 4 times, 2 of those 4 I was standing still.  Well really 5x if you could the time someone else (wont name any names- HA) took me out as we were standing still at a stop light on
Hines Drive
.  Anyway, I stopped to ask if she was ok.  She jumped up quicker than I could speak stating she was ok.  Medic was there as fast as she could stand up as well.  So I transitioned to the run.  When I was switching to my run shoes I noticed that my socks were soaking wet!  I already had one shoe on so I just changed one sock.  I literally said out loud, well one foot w/o blisters is better than 2!  So me and my one white sock and one pink sock were off!

The last and final leg…the run, oh how I love and hate you.  Ok I read the description that a part of the course was on the grass.  I bypassed that description mentally as I THOUGHT that we had ran the course before.  It was like a small patch- big whoop.  UM NO!  Clearly the path we ran was not the exact course.  No one mentioned the crazy hill at the very beginning of the race.  No one!  Probably on purpose- didn’t want to freak us out!  Dude, my legs were done after the bike.  My heart rate was already 180 (5 beats over my AT) I needed to hydrate and had my water bottle in hand.  I did not need a steep grassy and wet hill.  Oh well…keep on trucking.  Needless to say, I had to walk up part of this hill, shoot, but oh well.  Hit the pavement, tried to find a 10 minute pace to start out and watched my heart rate decline on my heart rate monitor.  I told myself when my heart rate got back down below AT, like maybe near 160, I would pick it up just a notch.  That heart rate was not trickling below 170.  I looked up and smiled and said Philippians 4:13 one more time.  Being a runner, I know the first 5 minutes are always hardest.  I swear I was looking at my watch every minute as if I was thinking “is it done yet?”  I broke into a nice comfortable stride a little over a mile in.  Heart rate was lookin good, lets go.  I passed Phil and Brent as they were on their way back to the finish line.  I seriously felt great!  Phil on the other hand looked awful.  Completely awful…I wasn’t concerned for his health as I knew he was an athlete….I was concerned for his mentality.  I looked back up at the sky and said a prayer for him to find it in him, to have energy, no pain (he was also battling a knee injury) and to just enjoy the last few minutes of this race.  As I turned the half way point I felt so good.  So glad to know this thing was almost over.  Anytime anyone does a race, you always start with the end in mind.  To know you only have a little bit to go feels just as good as the finish…well maybe not just as good, but pretty close.  I did NOT know there was another hill and a TON more grass.  YIKES!  Whatever, almost done, push through, do the dang thing.  After the last hill down, I was to the beach area and saw the finish line.  I didn’t quite pick up my pace until a lifetime jersey who was near the finish line screamed “Great Job Lifetime, now sprint to the end- you got this!”  So I did…I sprinted to THE END.
I was greeted by a humongous high 5 from Coach John and all our friends and family.  I did not feel dead like I did after the ½ marathon, I felt full of life and energy.  Coach John came up and gave me an earful that I was the 2nd chic to finish (behind Sue- whom I made friends w/ through all of this and owe a lot of my swim technique too) for the beginners group.  Whoa!  How cool!  Right at that first buoy in the lake I had told myself to ‘not worry about time anywmore…just finish”  and here I was 2nd in line to finish in that group.  Turns out I was 4th in my age group…a measly 1 minute behind 3rd place which got a prize.  Dang it!  Every single second counts in these races…every single second.
So there is my story.  I seriosuly need to give endless thank yous to my family.  This was a team effort all around because Phil and I did this together so we needed a lot of help with Kaylee.  Between the multiple weekend trips my parents made to babysit while Phil and I went to the 2-4 hour workshops, and the nights she stayed at Barb's for our 5am rides/practice etc...we are just so blessed and greateful to have an awesome family team!
I’m glad I’m documenting this because life is kind of like a race.  Not in the sense that you are trying to rush and hurry through to get to the finish line…but the mentality and training for a race.  Life is like that.  First and foremost, we can do anything through him who gives us strength (Philip 4:13) Secondly, we can do anything we set our MINDS to.  Third, it will not be easy.  There will be setbacks (for me a timing chip stuck on my wetsuit- for a chic at the dismount a shoe still clipped into her pedal) but you can quickly find a solution, get back up and keep going.  There is always a finish line to any task.  Ultimately, there is a finish line to life and one day we will all be seated before the thrown and will have a ‘playback’ like this race recap play before us. 
We don’t all have to be triathaletes, which is not what I’m saying.  What I’m saying is that no matter what your passions are in life- we can all give 110%.  Whether its racing in some form, just being a loving mother, an honest employee, a coach to others, a coach to your children’s team, a supportive parent, or a sacrificing sibling…we all have passion, we all have purpose if we are still alive.  We can all inspire others.  We can all feel good about ourselves.  Find your passion, dig deep and just when you thought you were ready to quit…dig deeper.  There is ALWAYS more.  Believe in yourself and you will see how contagious it is, others will instantly believe in you too.  After you believe in yourself you will naturally believe in others as well.  It’s the circle of life folks, live it to love it, NOT just to live it.

*I'll post some pics soon, for now headed to some memorial day celebrations ;)